Imperceptible

This poem needs no introduction or explanation it speaks for itself. Its meaning is versatile, decide for yourself and what part of your deepest alienation it touches.

I am here,
or do you not see me?
sometimes, i feel like you don't
other times I feel like you won't.

You think I don't understand,
I pretend I don't know
exactly what is going to happen
when we are on our own.
You try to keep it a secret
but we are all aware of how you feel.
This situation is out of control,
this situation is taking its toll.

Why do you not want me
to see, or to hear
what my being is to become?
When I sense the tension,
when I am conscious of the conflict
my future holds,
as every, miserable day, unfolds.

Are my needs so un-important?
That you barely know I exist.
Has this life any fruit?
My world is falling apart, and
all I can do is long to wake up,
where, my life, my nightmare,
finally, comes to an end.